jst me,myself&i- changyulingjoy

2008-06-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

Moved.
Pm/ask me where I have shifted too.
(:

2008-05-10T03:42:00.003+08:00

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atethin::

2008-05-10T03:29:00.001+08:00

social life down.
It has all been on tutorial and school.

I don't know where to restart at.
Life's so screwed and lost.

total love: 10000000000000000
(:
X.O.X.O,
joy chang on the go (;

bean::

2008-05-08T21:35:00.002+08:00

HI TABBYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!
LETS GO OUT SOON!!! CYCLING AGAIN???? hahahaha

What happened in Vegas?

much love ;)

I still want topshop as my brand! ):

live:

2008-05-08T02:30:00.002+08:00

I'm moving......
giving hints on titles each day on which blog I'm movingggg tooo... (:

much hearts

I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!! Even if I hated you in class or you are so bitchy and eeeeeee-ritating in classs, I STILL MISSS YOU!!!!!!!!

2008-05-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

omg!!! I did not wish shawno and bay happy birthday on blogger!!!!
no worries guys I wished you through text right??? Plus I wished you over at my lj!!!

HAPPY seventeen and eighteen guys!!

TONSandBUCKETS of LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

hits!

2008-05-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

FARAH:: HELLOOOO FARRRAHHHHHHH((:

YAYNESSS!!!!!
This blog have actually hit 10,000 over people!!! *grins to self(:***
TIME TO CHANGE BLOG!!! hahaha
humansssss I'm moving over to lj !!! hahahh
most probable la.
will keep you people updated(:

Tag reply!

2008-05-05T22:56:00.002+08:00

Tab and Nisa!!! :: HELLO!!!!!
Done saying hi to one another?? haha You girls are like sooooooo cute!
(:

Rebecca Mo :: HEYYY!! HELLOO!!!!

Labour Day

2008-05-01T00:10:00.001+08:00

I know you're not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
You've been playing with the seam
In your worn out underwear

My lips are raw as hell
From biting on them just to stay awake
It's not like I'm gonna need them
You won't be around
To see them bleed and break

All...all that I do
Comes back to you
So I'll just think about you til there's nothing new in my head
All...all I can do
Is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends
I'd rather be dead

I drove out of East Atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
I called to say that I was okay
Cause i know how you are

I'm like a movie without an ending
You know I've got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than you'll ever know

Everything is supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps spinning and the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smoking
I guess this is the end

Inducing Skills of Cam-whoring.

2008-04-30T21:16:00.009+08:00

I've got GOOD Cam-whoring SKILLS (: hahahaha Love you guys(:

I think I am falling in love with my school peeps! The "clique" is just the funnest people I can find in NYP!!!!

One shot!

2008-04-30T00:40:00.005+08:00

hahahah It seems that I haven't been blogging for long and I am so so so going to blog all at one shot and one go! haha

So today, 2904, is like Zameer's Bird-day((: Happy LEGAL JAMIEERRRRR!!!!!
Hope you liked the gift that we got for you and all please use it wisely! (:
There isn't much shots for Jammeeirrr's birdday cause I forgot to bring Mr. Cammy out AND! We all were like too AHHHHhhHHH to take any pictures from the 1.3/VGA camera phones haha Althought some of them owns 2.0mpx but anyway the day is over! hahaha Hope you loved Tom as well and BOB! and Yusof Ishak. haha

YES!! And I want to show you humans the 'cliquey' that I hang out with in school. They may look a little retarded(no offence) but like isn't it like common nowadays? hahaha

From left to right[portrait]: (top) Shimin, Joy, Suzi, Nisa, Crystal (bottom) Naiying, Jammierrrr

TAB! SAY HI TO NISA!!!!! HAHAHA

Kay I've got Badri<3 , Miss Lena and MEOWWWWWW's classes tomorrow!! LOVE Y'LL!!!!!!
LABOUR DAY WHERE'RE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE MY WORK MATES!!!!

2008-04-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Shermin(the very senior) and Carina!!!!
LETS ALL MAKE A DAY TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
Thats when ALL of us are not working hahhaa
psssst. ask Victoria to give us an off day haha *winks*
(:

LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!

The Fam.

2008-04-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

Sigh. What is the fucking problem with this family and its members? Is it them or is it just me being sensitive; cause it all happened during the same period of time?

Ahhhhhhhh....
First and foremost my dad has issues! I seriously do not know if its the problem of Andropause or whatsoever but I am superly, udderly, and ultraly upset for what he has done. It such a shame as a parent to do such a thing what "great" responsibility and role model. ($$$)
Secondly, my eeeee-diotic aunt was keeping my passport! It is not shocking if my mom like keeps it and like hides it away from me and all cause maybe she's afraid I may elope or something. But my AUNT? It's like ridiculous! I mean like the other time I went holiday with the other aunt and she was like holding on to my passport. Okay so it's my bad for not asking it back and all BUT she can like at least return it to mother. OH NO... She passes it on to my other aunt to "safe keep" it. AMAZING HUH! I am so pissed because she keeps MY passport and not return it without telling me that she's holding onto my passport. Even my own mother doesn't even know! WTF! I AM SO SO SO PISSED once again is because she ruined alll my plans of wanting to go to Malaysia after a LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time as well as to buy stuff!
SHIT LA TO THINK ABOUT IT SHE'S SUCH A FUCKER!
THAT I AM SO SO SO SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I can't believe I screamed at nothing at home today! SHIT
I can still feel the anger in me.

Whatever it takes...

2008-04-28T01:19:00.000+08:00

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

schoool schoooool schooooooool

2008-04-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

OMG! haha
Oh wells... I haven't blog about school since the first day of school. So I guesss I'll just do it right now at this instance. haha

okay... its like I am never going to end this post. I guess I'll just end it like that!!! AHHH

What wikipedia says...

2008-04-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

Andropause.

Andropause (sometimes called male menopause^[1]) refers to a reduction of the production of certain hormones such as testosterone and dehydroepiandrosterone, and the consequences of that reduction.^[2] It is associated with a decrease in Leydig cells.^[3]^[4]

The use of the term "andropause" is not in itself controversial, and the term appears frequently in peer-reviewed journal articles, both with and without scare quotes. The controversy, rather, is over whether andropause is a "state" (the term used by MeSH), or a disorder. The decline in testosterone level with age is well documented,^[5] but there is disagreement over how the "normal" or "healthy" state should be defined. Researchers who oppose the term "andropause" usually don't object to the terms "SLOH" or "ADAM".

Right.. So all these are from Wikipedia. Wow!
Now I see what dad id going through, which I doubt so.
hahaha no such thing!
Goshh maybe its just the mood swings and craving he's got. Freaky!!!

Mrs..//

2008-04-21T22:39:00.004+08:00

Read Rah's blog ...
and I'm lovin' it
//quote, quote...
""

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Closure

'Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day will
be their last, or your own.
Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones
because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive
will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but
will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace..'
""

Rahhzzeee I miss you ke-trillions as well. And I love what you quoted or something and blogged about. It is just so funny for you to be really really over there in another country. Everything may seem fine and normal but.. you're still over there. And right now I've got nobody to check out cool new hangout places with... , ahhh I really miss you A LOT! I wish I have the funds to go over to Aussie land to study as well. Life is just so different; but we will have to move on.
I hate Skype! It's so difficult to talk to you): it feels as if we're not talking and just doesn't give the feel of how when you are back home.
Be home soon and early! I'll forgo my little 0.000000001 point of gpa for a little time with you.

Love you tons
x.o.x.o.,
gossip girl. hhahahahahhahahahahhahahaha
So addicted to gossip girls finally found it online (:

2008-04-21T18:05:00.001+08:00

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

The Leap Years

2008-04-19T11:28:00.006+08:00

A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it
-Jean de La fontaine

Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous
-Albert Einstein

It is not in the stars to hold one destiny but in ourselves
-William Shakesphere

In three words, I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: it goes on
-Robert Frost

It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
-Alfred, Lord Tennyson

I will continue tonight

///edit

My way -Frank Sinatra

materialistic deals

2008-04-15T23:44:00.003+08:00

there are like so many many things that I want to buy that are like signs of materialism. Ah! I was thinking if I should actually buy the Ralph Lauren bag. Grab said its nice. I like the colour a little only. But I think that it looks like a market bag on me so it may not like look atas on me. Sigh.
Oh and the gold gucci shoes hahahhhaaaa

enough enough enough ! ! !
sleep!

CKP!!!!

2008-04-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

I AM SO SO SO SO SO AFRAID OF that ckp(chee ko pei) !!!

It was my First Day of school !!!

2008-04-14T21:04:00.002+08:00

How was first day of school everyone would ask.
So I will just broadcast my entire first day of school. haha

School...
It wasn't any typical 'oh first day of school' like how it use to be way back in primary/secondary school. It was like... I'm seventeen going on eighteen kind of school. Not when your mom send you right to your classroom see you through your first class and see you sing Mari Kita. Nahhhhh .... no more of that bullshit. It's like all independent. When you're going to get lost in school and be late for class, they don't take excuses. You don't get to choose the group you would want to work with for PWs. Everything is like on your own everything done by yourself and bla.
School is quite freaky. BUT time passed super fast!!! Like zooom zoom zooomm. Books are expensive. Lecturers are a little bit weird and funny. haha
Friends are coming in but not like close budds. It's okay! Now I just have to go talk to my PW mates. Sigh. School ends early tomorrow!!!!! GRABBBB (:

Thanks Zac ! I was so glad that I saw you when I just stepped into school! haha As well as seeing you around in school, lunch soon yea?

School at 0800 tomorrow.
Seeeyaaa love!

all for spending time.

2008-04-13T02:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRDY-DAY RAH RAH!!!
I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH!
EIGHTEEEN ALREADY!!!! LEGAL YOU CAN LIKE OPEN YOUR BIRTHDAY PREZZIE FROM ME!!! (: THEN TELL ME ABOUT IT K?
LOVE AND MISS!
MUAH**

damn. I skipped church today just because mom asked me too. haha
okay bad me put a bad name on my mother. (but its true) haha Just because she does not have a mj game to play today she asked me out. What a mother hahah. But I just realised something today about my mother. What? The truth. haha That my mom can really really be funny. Okay.. I'll admit it, hanging out with yo momma is quite alright. (maybe at times only:)
So now dear friends I so so so believe you that my family is a little bit funny! Just to side track, I told my brother how humorous-less he was and he proved me wrong so now I'd say, my family has got a sense of humor! hahahha So I went out with my mom and she really made me laugh a lot! We could just make each other laugh and bla....
It maybe an outing with 'the mother' but I still got to pay for my own shopping!!! But alright la, it made me less impulsive and spend little. (: Still spend but little (:
The rest of our day after dinner was spent at home with bro and sis-in-law for a game of mj. haha Was actually losing but still won in the end(: Supper at Jln Kayu.

Work at Victoria Jomo, Haji Lane tomorrow!!!
see you peeps soon and..
life is never going to be the same from tomorrow onwards ):
School starts on Monday! HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO strangers !!!

coolnessss

2008-04-11T20:32:00.002+08:00

I've gotten my new lappy!!!! Joy is like darn darn darn happy!!!!!
(:(:(:

My lappy is like smexxxyy bexxyyy wexxxy. haha
I love love love it!!
you humans can like video call me or like webcam me now!!!
haha
dl skype!!!
nicenessss

Orientation day 1.

2008-04-10T20:42:00.001+08:00

Oh wait there is not going to be a day 2.

Are you ready? (for school)

2008-04-09T01:21:00.003+08:00

Am I ready for school???
I don't know. (I really do not know)

But I have already bought my Eastpak for school!! heehee It's like nice.
(: Now I need to buy my laptop but I do not know if my mom would want to buy it for me or not.
All I know was that she was quite pissed about my phone bill and did not want to buy me my Eastpak. So I bought the Eastpak on my own): Byee hundred bucks.
God I pray for a new laptop!!! :D

Thursday, 10 April 2008, 0800-1800.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Joy are you prepared to meet your Marketing kids?
Hello new friends and humans plus STRANGERS!!
I am getting myself ready to know you all.
My hi-bye friends, classmates and humans that are able to communicate the alien language.
There is not going to be an isolation me and there is not going to be shy-ness in me!
(as you know I am quite shy!-I'm serious if you are a stranger to me, I will totally NOT talk to you) I NEED TO START TO LEARN TO TALK TO PEOPLE(humans I mean)!!!

GOD is going to see me through this I pray. Amen.

missesssssssss

2008-04-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

I miss having all the fun with you!!!
I know you came back but it was just 10 freaking days and we didn't quite spend much time together. I hated that a lot! I know you are not really enjoying it now in aussie land after being back spending time with your boyfriend and with us and stuff.
It is really really really going to be hard on you but you know that aussie land is definitely going to better for you to study. It is a different environment and all but you know that you can do it!
Girl remember that you can do it only if you work hard!!! and... after that you will enjoy the hard work you have put. It can be all fun but remember your purpose of being there!
I love you and miss you very much!
p.s/ stay ground
p.p.s/ work hard
p.p.p.s/ you will always be missed
LOVE!

hello world.

2008-04-02T23:59:00.005+08:00

ohhh Tabbo please don't deny it!! haha Have you ever...?? hahaha

Grab? Why am I so so so dead? Please elaborate!!

Call me Mahjong Queen people-Mahjong Queen!!!!
hahahahhahaha
ALL FRIENDS OUT THERE!!! IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY MJ PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME! PROBABLY WE CAN LIKE CREATE A MJ-OUTING BEFORE SCHOOL ACTUALLY STARTS. NICE RIGHT? haha (and please make it in multiples of 4 or else some will get left out haha)

and people who wants pictures from me!! Add hello or like probably msn me or something k?

How's orientation people? I mean like people that went to RP. Is orientation cool? Made new friends? How's the environment? Is it really really really different from like secondary school and all? Sigh..
Do tag on the board to tell me or like comment la! Even if I don't even know you anonymous would be like a perfect name for you! haha (:
So... What would me poly life be like? Am I going to make new friends?
Are my new friends going to like me? Or are they going to hate me? Are they going to speak Chinese/proper English? arghhhh I am so ... worried.
School school school. Someone please be my friend!!!

sleepy.

2008-04-01T22:04:00.003+08:00

I am like so tired right now.
Bye Chloe.
Shutter freaks me out but it was not as bad as the Thai version. lol
Food is good.
I love Starbucks!
My goody friend has a scandal with someone(duh), woot!!
Want to quit Cold Rocks, still thinking.
Esplanade Library! Your cafe food is yum.
Not much h2h talks like we use to have.
I love you my friends.
Bye one, where's hi one? Not yet, maybe.
Hello! Cheeena world according to Shannoying.
Sigh. Don't think I will be able to sleep, hello Heroes Season 2.
Bye!

CHLOE!!!! LEOW!!!!!!

2008-04-01T01:12:00.003+08:00

BYE CHLOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(chloeeeeloweeyyyy)
I LOVE YOU right back!!!!
I WILL MISS YOU TONS AND ke-TRILLIONS!!!!

I don't know how my hangout late nights will be without you!!! haha
I will miss you totally and literally! Maybe one day you can be like rahrah and sneak back then we all can hang out again!! And you see if you're over there in aussie land who would be there to like actually bring joy to you except joy?! You see! So you should like come back during holidays and like actually plan drinking nights and party by then December we will ALL be eighteen!! heehee And when I am half-drunk I can like actually entertain you people and bring the atmosphere up haha.

love you!! (:
And I'll see you December(:

Like a big fat ostrich, totally!

2008-04-01T00:52:00.003+08:00

After all/During the party fun I really did/done somethings that are really really stupid/dumb and all which makes me really anal and dumb! Right now I'll tell you I am really really sorry for what I did and the day after and the following day I have been feeling super super shity! I am so sorry. I know I have texted you and told you that I am sorry, and you have told me not to worry. I am still feeling really really bad. I am so so so super embarrassing and I didn't you and your girlfriend have gone so far since the time we have met. I am so freaking ashame of myself. Ahhhhhhh............
BIG FAT APOLOGIES!!!!!!!! It was absoultely my bad.

party fun!

2008-03-31T01:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday, today was like the happiest day of the year for me so far!

2008-03-27T14:48:00.003+08:00

OMG!!
GUESS WHO'S BACK????
I'm like @#$%^& happy!!!!!!! Rah's back!! AHHHH
She and her dumbo boyfriend cheated me and all...
telling me to go for supper so late in the night at Thompson Prata House! I've been asking him to meet earlier but he's been giving me stupid excuses(some inside joke) that we MUST have the meeting at that time! So when I was early!!
They all were late and I was clueless of what was going to happen!!
Then when weishan came with Michael and all and I was wondering where's Van and who was she talking too at the back over there and I was like... WHO? WHO? WHO?
Michael just laughed like an eeeeeeeeeeee-diot cb! Then Van came smiling alone and I was like who were you talking too and she's like no no nobody then RAH came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OMG I CAN TELL YOU I AM STILL SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT !@#$%^& la! I tell it was the BEST surprise ever and the BEST excitement ever!
If you people see this and are in the cahoots with her of coming back, I HATE YOU PEOPLE!! You guys just suck!
It was like so embarrassing everyone was just staring at me ):/us cause we were like screaming and shouting and screaming!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
I am a HAPPY JOY for now ((: love it!

flutter flutter happy!

2008-03-27T02:16:00.002+08:00

time.

2008-03-22T12:59:00.004+08:00

It flies by and then everything turns to memory.
And when everything, suddenly, hits you at a point of time;what are you to do? Do you just shout 'help me!' or what? Do you talk to someone? How do you find that someone suitable? Everyone is human after all and does not have all the time to solve your problems when they have theirs.

If you listen to 98.7fm (quite long ago-which I haven't been tunning into recently) you would hear Ros say, "Women are from Earth;Men are from Earth. LIVE WITH IT!" I always love to hear that[are they still playing that?haha] cause I believe that it makes some sense after all. :)

Humans. A companion, trouble, fun, hurt, joy......

photossss of my life.

2008-03-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

I've got photos!!! of sunday
errr... NOT yet but sooonnn hahha it's like still uploading in my sharing folder haha
(: Not much on Saturday maybe cause cammyy was actually dying, temporarily.
I didn't hang out with team recently. Bet I am not missed): haha but still I'm good (: and I know there are having their fun!
workidy work tomorrow, Shimada I miss you already.
ahhhhhhhhh Hi apple, once again. ):

sighhh life changes as you get older, so does your mind.
so how now brown cow.
God! Tell me tell me what is next! Will You?? So maybe I can actually prepare myself.
Oh wait! I can't uh, oh wells, what comes around goes around.
aniticipating of what ever whenever however.

lost in transition

2008-03-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

different altered antithetic at odds at variance, changed, clashing, colorful, contradistinct, contradistinctive, contrary, contrasting, contrastive, deviating, differential, discrepant, disparate, distant, distinctive, divergent, divers, diverse, far cry, incommensurable, incomparable, inconsistent, individual, mismatched, mismated, offbeat, opposed, other, otherwise, particular, peculiar, poles apart single, unalike, unequal, unlike, unrelated, unsimilar, variant, various, weird

Who am I? That the Lord of the earth would care to know my name.

2008-03-12T01:49:00.001+08:00

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

Saturday: Shiiisha (once again, killing me)

2008-03-12T01:28:00.007+08:00

The Shop that I would be working in (:

This is how Shermin smiles in her NIRC. haha

The peeps.

Lion haird!

You see me drinking like that cause we're like playing games and... they like CHEATED!!! okay maybe not they just 'SA-BOhed' me!!! ASS GUO!

So that's my Sat night. :)
The girl in Banana Yellow is SHERMIN!!!
Our totally awesome friend and my colleague(soon) !!!

Friday: after celll

2008-03-12T01:20:00.003+08:00

Alright so on the same day, last friday, after cell, Bay and I went to Gardens to meet Grab!

Friday: like a girls day out w/o Sarah):

2008-03-12T01:06:00.007+08:00

CHECK OUT ''MY'' MIUMIU BAG! HAHHAHAHHA
(sayuri's!! :)

In the photos there are: Vanessa Soh, Shee Zhi Xing, Amanda Bay, Deanna Sayuri and Chang Yuling Joy.
Person thats with us but not in any photos are... Benjamin Teo (haha)

We all met up for like window shopping and all cause I am like super broke!!!
So we all shopped for school bags!!! Backpack is OUR trend! haha So we're all buying Eastpak! haha My stupid ask me take his 10years old Eastpak which is old. haha
Then Sayuri had to register for work! Then we ate and stuff. (:
We decided to go to Haji Lane! And thats when I got my job at Haji right on the spot cause exactly the boss was there!! And Shermin recommended me!!! Whee heee heee I'm like so sos os happy with working at Haji Lane!! haha
My dad isn't really happy though cause he checked that place out yesterday and he thought it was a very junkie looking place and he isn't at rest. sigh.. haha
Oh wells, I'll still be working there!!!
Call me a workaholic now!!

joy:

2008-03-12T01:04:00.001+08:00

the name is joy and not sorrow.
tell me the meaning of joy once again;just not me.

?

2008-03-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

sadness always hits me out of a sudden
&
what am I to do;;

once again!

2008-03-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

check out ♥

http://awesomebuys.blogspot.com again...
for awesome buys!!!
psst. there are new stuffs added!!!

I'm just helping out so don't contact me contact the blog owner! haha (:

ohh and my other friend is holding out a spree at livejournal for stuffs at oldnavy.com
so people do check it out!!!! help out!! (:

ohhhh and i"ll post picturees of my friday and saturday soon or something (:
♥ ♥ ♥

Vroooooooommmmmmmmmmm

2008-03-09T17:05:00.005+08:00

omg I just came back from the Nissan showroom at Bt Timah.
It was such an exciting time cause my cousin is like buying a car!!!!
Correction: she bought the car! haha
So she actually decided on the Nissan Latio Sport. The car is like literally awesome!!! It is like cute yet sporty. My cousin is like assy lucky to actually own a car at the age of 19! Rich and nice parents! haaha Too bad I can't drive YET and my parents ain't that rich to actually buy me a car.
hahhaha And right now I can't wait to be a passenger in her new car!!!!
The car is really really spacious and the seats are really really comfortable. The way the car move as well you can just feel that it's really smooth. As when we went for the test drive, my aunt, cousin and I sat at the back. We could just feel that the leg room is so wide even when tfhe front seat is pushed all the way to the back and its totally such an awesome car! omg!! I'm like feeling so so so bloody excited for her. haha Although right now she is rather indecisive on the colour of the exterior and the interior haha when there isn't much colour choices to be made, but still.. hahaha

work sucks

2008-03-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

tagg reply!!!

Grab you can't even spell your name!! haha
it's Grab! and not GAB hahaa and you're not Bob Tan ???? hahhahah

YES RAH!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU BLOODY BLOODY MUCH LA!!
You cb always have to do this leave us and don't join in our fun! ): I miss you!!!
Please come back! It's the holidays!!!
): I love and miss you very very very much.
XOXO

BAY!!! please upload your song online haha

TABBB I replied your text already (:

the accessories seller!!
you need to pay to publicize!! hahahaha
nahhhh joking (:(:

JUST A TINY LITTLE HELP!

2008-03-04T23:52:00.003+08:00

haha okay. I've got a friend called Bob Tan.
He would want to sell his soccer boots!
So if you people are interested to buy them
check http://awesomebuys.blogspot.com/ out!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please do!!
Anymore information would be on the blog! And of you feel funny e-mailing Bob you can tag my blog's board or comment on this post!!
He's shoes are clean!
Consider!!!
k k k hope to see the shoes sold in a flash!!!!!!!
swift swift swift

and people do you'll like a sale from my closet?? comment and vote or something k?
hhaha thanks

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE!!!!!!!!!!

The Weekend. Part 2

2008-03-03T17:14:00.012+08:00

I name this night- 'Shisha Night!' (:
That's allery(sp?) on the left and grab on the right.

All of you must have know Guo!

That's Chloe loewyyy and lysiee plus alfred?clifford? (sorry!)
But that little punk and his friends are soooo naughty haha
No worries I love naughty kids.

Baydey!!!!!!!!! and her lovely pipe!

Chloe and her kids. haha (mind me!) thats their friend, chlo, jared and allery(sp?)
[left to right]
I present to you THE BUDDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Girls of the universe!!! joy, bay, chlo, del.

Siblings affair-I like.

Super chlo and Joy!!!!

Lets settle shitz y'll.

haha bet you all must know this idiot face! Grab it!

Love my company!

Lysieeeee

TEAM GALAXY!

THE GIRLS WITH THE BOYS

TEAM GALAXY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
presents you..................

Mr. Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

OMG Grab................

What Jared.................................

Peeheehee Bay...............................

AHHHHHHHHHH Del......................

Mehhhehhhh Joy.........................

Yeahhh Chloe..............................

OH WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's bboy Shee.............................

sorry bay

Play Kick the Can.

SINGAPORE FLYER'S THE SHIT DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All must have seen. After church on Sat I went to Haji Lane to meet the Peeps up above!!!
It was awesome fun!!!

update more later
going out see you later alligators!!!

://edit...
went to meet Bay and Chloe then Daryl after that.
Bay and Chloe to watch The Leap Years! Awesome fantabulous show!! I would say it's a good production and it is the first mooooooveeeee this year that led me to tears ): hahaha BUT! Good film! I would give it a 4.5/5 (:

So! About Saturday.
After we(Bay, Chloe, Jared, Del, Grab, Guo and I) left Haji Lane with all our shots taken. We actually decided to walk! So we walked from Haji Lane to The Singapore Flyer. Soon after we checked out the place. Chloe and Jared had to leave for home as there's church the following day for them and Bay followed as well. So it was all left to Guo, Grab, Del and I. After the Popeyes' Biscuits and all we started our journey! haha From The Singapore Flyer to Mr. Merlion to Mount Faber!!!! All in all we actually took about 4-5 hours plus to complete our journey. haha I mean it may sound tiring to you but with the company it was funny and fun. haha
That day Mount Faber was super duper windy and the weather was superb! Plus the 'peak' was great;the view the breeze and everything! I just love it haha
Walking was fun, total fun and they say... that we should have it again maybe sometime soon.
But please please please can we go home after the midnight charge?!
The amount burned a hole in my pocket and right now I'm living on air and water. ):
sigh.
love !

The weekends.

2008-03-03T16:02:00.004+08:00

Mortals how have your weekends been?
My weekend have been good, great and awesome!!

If you consider Friday(the leap year) a weekend then I'd tell you Friday was awesome!!!
Met up with Tabbo to cycle at ECP. As usual, we girls always start things later than planned. haha
We were suppose to meet at 1030 at Dhouby Ghaut but we met at 1100+ then Tabbo had to eat so we sat till 1200+ then bus down. We reached ECP at about 1300+, tried to find the right bike rental which took us about half and hour! Girls can just be girls. haha Okay so... good things come to those who wait! Found the right rental shop and got a good bargain of $6 for 3 hours!!! And... cheap deals doesn't bring you any good. haha Why? Cause Tabbo's bike had a punctured wheel and she didn't realise it early although she have been complaining to me that her bike feels weird. haha That idiot girl. So we exchanged bike and then when I attempted to turn, I fell. Then we realised that the wheel puncture. So I alone had to ride back to the nearest bike shop to find a pump(cause we didnt know if it was puncture or a flat tire). The nearest bike shop was 'The Family Store' which has an anal uncle but eventually nice. haha Sorry uncle for any inconvenience caused! You are really nice in the end. haha On that day there were like a thousand and one army man/guys setting up the biathlon for the following day and you would not know how embarrassing it is for so many topless guys to stare at you as you ride pass.
-My greatest embarassment.
So... here comes the embarrassing part of my life this year(yes I know there are many more embarrassing moments to come from Joy-sigh) haha. I was actually rushing to the bike store to get a pump to save Tab. And... I rang my bell when I saw a bunch of guys walking.. they made way except this IDIOT! Deaf and bla, he couldn't hear my bell and the gap between he and his friends is like so small! It's like the size of your door. He wanted to move and I wanted to move, I panicked. As an amateur rider I did not think of breaking!!! How dumb!-I know. So....... I banged into the army guy! ): haha to tell you personally is like super funny. The funny thing is like I banged straight in between his butt cheeks. COME ON! Laugh all you want. I thought that He would like fall or something. But he didn't!! The best was he didn't even realise and his ass was so tough that I could bounce back and fall to the ground. He was so shocked he turned around and asked if I was okay. All I could say was SHIT haha how idiotic la! He kept on asking me if I was okay I told him yes.. Then.. He asked... Do you need a medic?? HAHAHA I laughed a little, picked up my bike and rode off. Upon leaving I can hear his friends saying... "wah lao, she bang you like banging a tree la!" Then he kept on asking if I needed a medic. GOSH!!!
I told Tab and she laughed like she never did! That idiot. and whoever I told laughed their socks off! shitty!

But it was fun I tell you. haha After the bike change and all we cycled all the way to Safra. the end of ECP, entering Changi Beach. Tiring but good!
Tab made a wasted trip! haha Cause after all that cycling she COULD ACTUALLY EAT a foot long sandwich at Subway!!! That big EATING monsterous skinny animal can eat so MUCH!
In the Morning she ate a Fillet O Fish MEAL .
Then in the afternoon a Foot long Sandwich.
and In the night a bucket of POPCORN!
Plus supper an Egg Prata!
This is Tabitha teo I give you!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She's so going to kill me for the picture! hahaha
Love you much! (:

2008-03-02T16:58:00.001+08:00

i am such a fucking jealous bitch.

sigh sigh sigh

Welcome to NYP!

2008-02-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

YES PEOPLE YES!
I have entered Nanyang Polytechnic! The school I would second last want to go.
And... my brother would open the room door and say: "WELCOME TO NAYANG POLYTECHINC!!!!! hahha"
gosh gosh gosh.

Hello, welcome!

2008-02-27T23:50:00.006+08:00

Okay that would be what I would be saying every single day when work at the shop.
Anyway, I am actually working in Bugis right now with Erika. Yep, Erika Shimada. haha So far work seems fine with Erika, maybe because there's company!
As the saying goes... 'time flies when you're having fun!' haha is that a saying ? Or is that just a sentence? haha Tomorrow will be my forth day at work and I am familiarizing with the shoes!! Happy happy happy! (influenced by Shimada) Oh do pop by if you want just a text away!! (:
And please please please buy shoes from me (: haha the shoes are like really really unique and cute, if you haven't been to H.K. (my boss says its from japan)
I told my boss today that I am not in a rush for money but I just realised that I actually am! haha It seems that I am really short on cash. I am actually surviving on cup noodles at work la. Koka cup noodles, 2 for $1.95, haha how awesome can that be la. hurhur
I really do not know what to wear for work tomorrow. So troublesome, alright contradiction again!! When I work with Ck I am provided with a uniform, and I will say that I want to wear my own stuff and dress up. Right now I get to dress up but I do not know what to wear every single day and Shimada would not be helping and saying, 'it comes naturally...' that bitch! haha
Michael came by today, so did Yvonne!!!! and Sarah. haha They actually met for lunch and then were going out. Awesome people!!! (:

sigh sigh sigh

Tomorrow appeal results of posting is going to be out at 2. But I guess I won't know until 11 plus pm in the night, thats if I am coming online. I am so so so worried! I don't even think I actually would want to know! arghhhhhhhh... foofoo asked if I can't sleep, right now, I don't know, I really do not know, maybe. Maybe not. GREAT! Sigh, once again.

teeehheeeheeeeee

I saw him already from the outside, through the blur dusty window of the train while waiting to enter the train. His eyes were placed on me while I walked in to the center of the cabin holding on to a book. Was he staring at me or is it someone else, I thought. I just couldn't get my sight off him. While reading, I still took glances and peeps as he did too. That red pock-marked face of his, wearing the Swensens uniform, listening to his music and carrying a Manhattan Pottage Bag. He stood there. Standing in the middle of the sardine can with his hands in his pocket trying to find his center of gravity. Turning his head back with his eyes in search of somebody. Immediately, a quick shift of the eyes and back he was in that still position. As the amateur driver jerked, he tried to get back to his position, turning his head back just a little now to mind his foot placing in case he embarrasses himself by stepping on my foot. His "mom" got off the train and they exchanged hugs. 'How sweet!', I thought. And he got off at Somerset...

Awwwwww.........

I am SO SO SO SO SO SO freaking excited!!!!!
WHY? Cause TABBO AND I ARE GOING CYCLING ON FRIED DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOMEST SHIT EVER LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SO HAPPPYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tab I can't wait to see you la! And please please please please DO NOT be late.
Anybody want to join us? Just tag the board or... text me (:

much loves....

BROKEN SOCIAL SCENE IS LIKE FREAKING COMING TO SINGAPORE FOR THE MOSIAC FESTIVAL ON THE 9TH OF MARCH, SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I know, just scream people, SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Too bad if you're just like me, poor, slow and too late. Why? Cause students has concessions and the tickets are like going to 40 and 66 bucks for students and... and... and... they are all SOLD OUT! ): What is left is like.. the $118 tickets and there's no concession for that!
There's an offer thought for the 118 tickets. 4 for 400bucks! I want to go for The Birds and The Bees as well and they're like sold out too):
TOO BAD FOR BEING A SLOW POKE!

sad sad sad

How does a garage sale sound to you people?
I mean like a 2nd hand sale. Will you people be interested in the stuff that I wear?
My closet is bursting and I want so desperately to buy more.
So if IF, that is, I might create a garage sale at my porch or....
should I have it placed online?
DO..... SUGGEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks!

much love y'll thats all I'm like dead beat work later in like 9 hours):
see you later alligators(:

troubles may seem so near to me

2008-02-25T00:57:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt troubled out of a sudden and you just don't know why?
If you have not, maybe, its not your time yet. ha!
Why? Cause I felt that suddenly and I am totally unsure why.
Call me weird maybe.
ha.

I'll be working with Shimada tomorrow. (:

exhausted.

2008-02-24T00:14:00.006+08:00

Alright so thats a word I've been using all day and all night. I guess I really am. It's like I'm suppse to print something and I plugged in the USB cable for the printer and clicked ok for the thing to be printed. I waited and waited and waited, thinking that the printer has something wrong. But I guess I'm wrong the thing that is like wrong, is me. I've been plugging in and out the USB cable for the mouse and not the printer cable! By the time I got pissed I realised that and just concluded that I'm ubber tired.
Sigh. (alright that's another word/action that I've been doing since posting)
What friends?
Maybe I should just title this post as what friends. (:
It may be because I'm pms-ing or it maybe because I am really fun to make fun off. Oh gosh! Its like bloody irritating la! Assy pussies! I mean like you guys are definitely going to be here like later or something reading this. haha And I am going to tell you guys!! You people are irritating the hell out of me but at least there's fun, but still please stop. Wait till pmsy period is over first k? I am a seriously neutral person but there are extents that you can go.
Or you would just like to tell me: ''NOPE! Yes! Your life is like my joke. And you're so fun to kidd about.'' I guess I'll just tell you: 'cb!'
I really am thinking a lot these few days, sigh, I guess I need to be preoccupied or else I'll just suicide.

hur hur hur.

Oh and tabbo, yes yes yes I was actually thinking of watching The Leap Years on the 29th(the day we're meeting) cause there's like Wong Li Lin inside haha and and and I heard its quite a not bad film. And 29th is not a weekend right? So tickets are cheaper. Please please please don't tell me you're broke, once again): SIGH.
Who wants to join us!?!?!
Actually I am quite broke as well ):
Am I like rather contradicting today? Cause I feel like I am disagreeing with myself and then the next moment I am all agreeing with myself/one time I am saying something and after that I say the opposite. ahhh whatever anyway.

Oh plus an embarrassing thingo. I joined SMS Shootout 2008. haha I know don't laugh right now while reading this in front of your com. You look stupid! Actually I am like thinking if I should actually go(see contradiction again) and participate since I signed up already. Oh gosh! I did not even practice and I don't have a group of cheerleaders to buck me up. haha My mom was such great encouragement that she told me I'll be the slowest and will be the greatest embarrassment. She also said laughing, that if I could bring at least a consolation prize home, a celebration would be needed. Gosh my family is like... awesome la. haha

Oh and work sucks, someone please help me out and tell me if I could actually call my boss up on Sunday and tell her that I want to quit immediately. Or I should like write an email and mail it to her. Or I should like tell her on Monday itself, but I am actually scheduled to work on Monday, with some changes made. That fucker, son(butch) of a chihuahua, big head bo-zoh, asked me to choose if I want to work on Monday and Tuesday or Wednesday and Thursday or tell her that I do not want to work on any of the days.So I told her that I do not want to work. Then she asked me why. So I told her that I am only scheduled to work on Monday and then now you are asking me to choose between these two time slots. What more is that I am so so so tired of work that I actually made plans after Monday to conclude and "celebrate'' my freedom away from work. I told her I made plans. She got so fussed up that she reprimanded me by saying, that I told her that I can work for the month and now I am telling her that I can't work, I am giving her trouble. AGHHHHHHHHHHHH! The more I talk about it the more pissed I get. Forget it I'll just stop here. You people should just see the sms.

Anyhow, there are many para that are starting with 'OHs', mind me please.
Tired tired tired and ...
see you guys soon!
(:

oooooooooooooo save the planet for yourself.

2008-02-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

EARTH HOUR!!!!
People! Join Earth Hour 2008!
All you've got to do is just turn off all your lights on March 29, 8pm just for an hour.
So join earth hour!!!
Do a simple part by just survive without light for an hour;its just an hour!
join...
http://www.earthhour.org/user/Fk8x

if you can't save paper to save the world, try something else.

Sing us a song, and we'll sing it back to you.

2008-02-22T00:19:00.005+08:00

Someone please please please 'dictionary' my heart right now and give me a word that explains my mood and feeling. Save me; I'm actually suffering.
Insomnia, maybe.

I haven't told you my secret. Have I told anyone the secret I'm holding for myself?
Put the blame on you or on my own emotions?

yes world.

2008-02-20T23:13:00.004+08:00

NO NO NO. Baybayy you're so so wrong! I'm not the route to connect to Rah. It is my tag board and blog that is the route to connect to OUR DEARLY MISSED RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Rah like what I said in my earlier post, you're missed super badly and like I have not talked to you in ages. When will I see you on Skype? It's like the time difference thing sucks and I don't know how you're doing over there.

Bay, and... tomorrow is like my last day at Bugis but Monday would be my last day at Ck. Cause I so so so do not want to work with the watches anymore. Even if they ask me to work for them a few days I think most prolly I will not work with them. I don't like to sell watches. But I applied for a job at Erika's work place and most prolly get a job there cause she said that her boss is really really really in need of workers. And if I really get the job, I'll be at Bugis again, 3days/week.

Today was a horrible day cause the two guys that I'm working with are actually quite dumb. I may sound like mean but I'm serious they would think that giving 10% to a guy that would buy 7 watches without any persuasion is like giving the guy 70% for the watches. Okay if you don't understand what I mean never mind, but my point is that they can't calculate!! and lost a great big FAT deal. Assy pussy bastards. Sigh. I would actually say that it's karma. Cause this other worker and I actually left to go try to get a sweater cause she was like feeling cold and wanted to like cover herself. The truth is that we went shopping in Bugis Street. Therefore I said that karma is befalling on me. Freaking hell! To actually think about it I'm pissed. Real pissed.

If you people that are visiting my blog to actually find out what course I got into, I'll tell you now.
I got into Sp, Resort facilities and services management. If you're thinking that the course is something like TRM(Tourism and Resort Management) you are like so bloody wrong. Yo may actually want to go to the website of SP to check out what the course is about. If you're going to tell me that my course is good, go ahead and join me. But if you're going to make fun of me and my course. I think you better just keep those thoughts in your head cause I don't need any salt to be rubbed into an open wound. Anyway, I have already appealed online to the other course(business) that I would be more interested in. Guys, please keep me in your prayers that my appeal would be successful and approved(okay like I know they both mean the same thing, I'm being a little 'lor-sor' and redundant) and there would be a space for me. Sigh sigh sigh.

Anyway I think it's just an infatuation, how foolish can I get. I may just like him today and then the next I may not anymore. But he does keep my mind occupied, away from *** and literally I don't think of *** anymore. (girls aren't you glad and happy that that idiot is out of my life) I like him today. I think I will not like him tomorrow. Maybe the following day, I will fall back in love with him. Then the next week goes on... and on... like a routine. So what are my feelings? I really really do not know. fuck it.

To abominate:

2008-02-20T01:04:00.003+08:00

I hate my posting so so so badly.
Sigh sigh sigh.
I've been sighing the entire day already.
Going down to Sp and Tp(most prolly) tomorrow.

sick

2008-02-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I've not been updating cause I've been working and then now I'm not well
I'm unwell, sick. Nausea and stuff.
so... I'll talk about the pictures soon when I'm better and all
So I'm not going to work again cause I need to see Mr. Doctor and.. ya
I'll see you peeps soon after I get well (:
much love!

Rah I miss you.

Prawn fishing.

2008-02-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

Friends and Company on CNY day3 (:

2008-02-17T23:06:00.009+08:00

This is my CNY.

2008-02-17T22:23:00.009+08:00

happy V-day

2008-02-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

Happy VALENTINE'S Day!!!!!!!!!

Loney Valentine's without my girls and... just work. ):
Will I still receive gifts tomorrow?
Will someone surprise me? haha Guess? I don't know.
Nature will do it's work.
teehee

Love is in the air!

love you all ((:

Who's aaron ANG!??

CNY.

2008-02-11T02:31:00.000+08:00

haha people. I'm about to blog about CNY but I guess I am like super duper tired. So I guess I'll just blog tomorrow and I still have got to meet Vanessa later. so... I'lll seee you peeps later.???
much love with more pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((:

I'm so tired.........

2008-02-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

My pantat sa kit. lols
PEOPLE!!!! Please please please BE BE BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PROUD of me!!
Why? Cause... I can ride a bike at an instant!!!! (hidden talent according to Daryl haha)
Anyhow, I went cycling today at ECP(East Coast Park) with Daryl, Bay and Chloe. It was spectacularly awesome!!!! I guess I just found my new hobby haha, to ride a bike.
It was like from Macs all the way to The Sailing Centre then to ECP's Hawker Centre to makan then back to Macs then to Big Splash then back to Macs and then to the end of Fort Rd.
CYCLING WAS JUST SO FUN!! I guess I've been missing out for a long long long while. (:
I'm so tired and shagg now, I guess I just end here and then blog pictures tomorrow?? Or later if I'll be free cause it's REUNION DINNER tomorrow peeps!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!
(pay-day)haha

okay so I'll see you peeps soon(: love!
and enjoy CNY!
gong xi fa cai.

the 'bye-rah' book no.2

2008-02-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

The process of making The 'Bye-Rah' Book.
So this what we did when we first arrived in T3 at 1am in the morning. Grab a trolley and unload all our heavy bags.
Then we find our fun!
Play on the trolleys! With Bay messing with me going fast and then brake all of a sudden. At first we thought that the trolley can only fit one personSo I sat first then I let Bessa sit.
Then I became the photographer.
So. I was walking slower than the trolley. So what? haha And then we figured out that we can try to fit both of us in(:

Slope time!!! We were afraid that it maybe too dangerous for us so we 'alighted' and let the ''driver'' steer her way down. haha
Trying to capture shots.

Take a Skytrain to T2..... for STARBUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay this is not van's actual weight haha cause Bay stepped on alittle to add on to van's weight. hahaI bet Van doesn't even realise that she's "so" heavy. haha

STARBUCKS HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me introduce to you.
From left to right: Mocha Frap, Biscotti, Caramel Frapp and Vanilla Latte.

Starbucks crazing at 5 in the morning. All because of the book we can't play in the airport and explore.haha but we still had out fun.

(Bay is imitating Rah in one of the pictures)-haha

Joy is thinking of what to write. We spent all our time meddling on the book and forgot that we ourselves haven't even wrote yet! In the end, a four page essay. poof!
She had nothing to do so she took out her Bible to read.
tired, exhausted and out of caffeine.
Amending my sentences.
Terminal 2. Where Selvi and Fariza were working as Airport Guides!!
Super tired so I sat in a funny looking way alll the way back to T3.

That's all folks! And Rah has left:'(
p.s if any of you have the group picture that we took please mail it to me. Thank You.
love!

tag repliess

2008-02-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

Erika SHIMADA
(bay calls you hairyka)
haha anyway yes.. definitely much misses from me as well!
Anyway, we can like meet up for lunch or something next week cause I'll be at Bugis as well)):
So you just text me ya?

Bay.
Shuttup la dey! You owe hairy crab her sunnys!
Stealer! haha Please send me pictures!! and .. can't wait for bicycle ECP! haha
AHHHHHH

PS
(i love you?) hahha
You hope to see me where???
WHO ARE YOU by the way haha.
PS me k? haha

SARAH!!!!!
Assy pussy why are you always on skype at a WEIRD TIME!! That I'm always not at home):
Yes yes. So many special days coming and where are you??? AUSTRALIA!!
Even Sarah Cee comes back for her bird day):
But I still miss you!
XOXO

birthdaysss

2008-02-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

2 Feb

ALEXIA!!

3 Feb

SARAH CEEEEEE
legal eighteen
!!! wheee (don't fag too much ahh dear)
&
FLOWER!!!
miss you both like.. haha(:(:

4 Feb

Zachary!!!!
I still haven't sat in your car. soon soon k? haha
see you soon (:

5 Feb

Gracia!!!
LEGAL!!!!

I wonder what peeps do when they're LEGAL so early in the year!!! ahahha

About Sarah.

2008-02-02T03:27:00.000+08:00

Okay people! I've got some little updates about sarah chan(is that what you peeps call her?). Anyway Rahhhh Chan is fine in Aussie Island(Melbourne).
She met our friend Christie there!( So it was rather redundant to put Christie in the 'bye-rah' book) Now there should be more worrying about Rah cause she's like with Christie over there! haha
Anyway she met Christie in a bimbotic way in school(first day) and it was just overrrated.
Rah is currently staying with her sister(jiejie pearl) and her bro-in-law(korkor pat) and she just owns a small room(which her queen bed overtakes) in the apartment.
She's like trying to familiarize herself with the area(when she doesn't even recognise S'pore roads) and what more taking the public transport over in Aussie Land. Whereas if you want to know about Christie(our friend), she takes a cab from her apartment(boarding school) to school(just 10mins walk away). CLAPS HANDS to Sarah Chan for being thrifty!!! We're so proud(she rarely takes sbs in Sp) of you rahhhh. But on the first time after orientation she lost her way. haha
Anyway I haven't talked to Rah yet. Since then, tuesday, 29feb if I'm not wrong.

Any more updates about her. Peeps you've got to wait or.... you can find her on skype and not on MSN cause Aussie Land doesn't allow her to log into MSN freely, there's some installation to be done, so....

2008-02-02T03:17:00.000+08:00

Someday We'll Know Lyrics
Artist(Band):Mandy Moore

Review The Song (17)

Print the Lyrics

Mandy:
Ninety Miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I Need an answer
Two years later
he's still on my mind
Jonathan:
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love once in a lifetime?
Both:
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

(Ohh)

(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...

Mandy:
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Jonathan:
Or what the wind says when she cries?
Mandy:
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
Both:
For the 97th time...Tonight

(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Both:
Someday we'll know
Jonathan:
Why Samson loved Delilah...
Both:
One day I'll go
Mandy:
Dancing on the moon...
Both:
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...
Mandy:
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow,
Jonathan:
I watched the stars crash in the sea,
Mandy:
If I could ask God just one question...
Both:
Why aren't you here with me?...Tonight

(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah...
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon...
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...

ta-dahhh

2008-02-02T02:56:00.000+08:00

pictures people pictures!!!
I want pictures!
Sorry I didn't bring Mr. Cammy out today cause its resting. haha
nahhh... cause my dad needs it so I lent it to him (:
So every picture I'm asking from now is either from a camera phone/van's cam.
So please please please send it to me cause there are so many pictures!!! I just felt like a monument! haha or like a tourist attraction. teehheee Anyway you girls are fantabulous! haha Totally awesome! I had my fun and my day dreams. (:

Went for supper at Serrangoon Gardens after cell. Had Haato Ice Cream!!! (: (FATS-I know) Then prata. (even more fattening) Oh and I think I saw my old old old cousin just now haha but had no recognition so didn't bother saying hi or whatsoever. After that Bay had a craze of wanting to play with sparklers(is that how you spell it?) so we went to like 24hrs marts to look for them. From the gardens to the central. To no avail we ended up with ICE CCCREEAMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heeeheee ICE-CREAM MAKES JOY HAPPY!! I geared the car from Serrangoon back to my place!!! Love the excitement and drive that kicks in(like adrenaline). So as we planned, drive to joy's estate's playground and eat and talk and blabber. Lots of funky pictures as well. Bay send!!!! (:
Drove home and then here I am. (:

by the way, HAPPY BIRD-DAY GRAYSON TAN WEI SHAN(shannyyyy) !!!

screams j-o-b

2008-01-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

humans!
lobangs?? I want a job!!
Low paid I don't care just no macdonalds, kfc, ljs, yoshi, mos, etc.
No Fast food jobs! ahhhhhhhhh

have you ever been to

2008-01-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

DEMPSEY ROAD?

omg omg omg
I tell you I WENT to Dempsey Road/Hill today! It was the awesomest. I like the spookiness of the area without lampposts and the life around there-classy.
Ate at Chang's Korean Restaurant. haha The best thing was that I wore my Beer Chang's tee over and ... we drank Chang's Beer at the Korean Restaurant. haha Lovely isn't it? I like. The Korean food was like Fantabulous! with a capital F!!! The bbq beef, kimchi, cold noodles, soup and ya dah ya dah. Yummy!
Straight after, it was Ben & Jerry's!!! Phish food, strawberry cheesecake, chocolate brownie, cookie dough, chunky monkey, coffee coffee buzzzbuzzzbuzzz haha. and the other fatty flavours! Plus B&J plays mambo music haha.

Dempsey maybe quite pricey but for the ambiance it was worth it. Aunt treated Korean;I treated Ice Cream. I mean like Joy's day cannot ever live without an ice cream a day(see my size and you'll know it), I just love love love Ice Cream! Cold rocks please call me!!!!! I'll show you my passion for Ice Cream! haha

The other restaurants over there plus chill out pubs are like rather awesome! Their interior deco and all just have to be all different from the similar restaurants we can find in Orchard Road. haha Today was just good.

And tomorrow is either job hunting(again) or COOKIE BAKING DAY! So exciting!!
And it seems that I've been keeping myself occupied, just love it that way. And in the night, CHINATOWN with family. teehee Buying of nonsense goodies for CNY.
((:

CNY in like 8 days! Excited for a free PAY DAY?!
Greet others with a 'gong xi fa cai' and receive red packets filled with dollars. Like it, lick it, LOVE it.
k seeyou peeps soon! love love

and...
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TABBO LABBO. MUCH LOVE!

results people

2008-01-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

isn't this what you've been waiting for?
L1R5- 18 L1R4- 15 Oh no CCA points is deducted cause I don't have the ability to do so. haha
(D7 for CCA)
I'm not ashamed of my results but I'm just embarrassed.(irony!!!)
So these are what I've applied for.
1. Banking and Finance (NP)
2. Banking and Finance (SP)
3. Aerospace Electronics (SP)
4. Resort and Facilities Management (SP)
5. Accountancy (NP)
6. Pharmaceutical (NYP)
7. Pharmacy Science (NP)
8.Tourism and Hotel Management (SP)
9. Tourism and Hotel Management (NP)
10. Law and Management (TP)
11. Serangoon Junior College
12. Pioneer Junior College

JOb jOB Job JoB jOb joB jOb

2008-01-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

Joy needs a job job job badly! Real bad!
It's like who wants to employ me??? 5/hr is fine with me now.
I'm DESPERATE!!!!
I need some cash!!!!!!! Lots of cash!!!!! I need over excess then I'll be satisfied! It's not like I'm spending my money now-I'm NOT!!! I'm thrifty real thrifty.
My bank it's like the richest it can be, rather than a usual two dollars and seventy cents.
Whatever job that I have applied for, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE employ me!!!!!

oh Bangkok anyone?

Anyway so I spent my whole entire day today looking for a job. Mom asked me to work in NTUC! as a Cashier. I checked it out and the pay was like freaking little. Filled up the form and felt like just tearing it up cause it wasn't a human job it's like a zoo! Tell me such a huge supermarket company pays you like $4.30/hr!!!!!! Scream please!
Then Mom also asked me to go to Metro. Then The Friends said that the pay is going to be peanuts as well cause they won't pay so much to students. AHHHHHHHHHH I hate it!!
People, please pray that I can find a good paying job.
Then this telemarketing job that I applied online has called me. So I went down to Ngee Ann City for an interview. That guy(I can't remember his name) said that he'll call the other company and then call me back or ask the other company to call me back. I really hope they ~~don't~~ call me (haha) cause pay is like $6/hr (as I'm an O level grad only) and the office will be at Kaki Bukit (eunos) how far can that be for me right? But all for money..
It was too Boat Quay after that cause Sand got a jobby for chlo. After seeing the environment there. It's just better and it will be the BEST not to work there although that waitressing job is $7/hr.
Then Chloe said that Cold Rocks at Holland V is employing people. Went down to Holland, applied for the job and then they said that they'll call us back. But I guess they won't call me, I don't know why but I just want to work at Cold Rocks although it's just $5/hr. I think maybe cause it sells Ice Cream! ): hhaha I WANT TO SCOOP ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!

Thats all my applications. Any lobangs call me k? much love after that haha

I love tattoos!

2008-01-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE CHLOE'S TATTOO! It's awesome. Totally awesome! And what more its that it's healing well (:

This is the guy that tattooed me as well. He isn't really good. haha opps! But I go to him cause eh does underage tatts. (: That is called love. haha
Told you tatts are not pain they just have a tingling feeling thats rather itchy.

I so so so want to go get my next tattoo!

Life shorten. To Rah:

2008-01-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

Without my friends, I tell you Joy Chang is like dead. Bye Rah.
Rah has left. Rah, I miss you so so so much!
Rah Rah Rah. Can we settle a time on Skype?
I miss you hearing me rant about nonsense assholes! I miss hanging at your crib doing nonsense when you can't go out. I miss you texting me and calling me. I miss shopping with you, hanging with you, drinking with you, gossiping with you and what not.

Saturday was a really bad day for me Rah. I went to Fasten Your Seat Belt at The Substation. Caracal was good, Allura's inch was hot so was their songs, West Grand as usual was West Grand, and they all were good plus awesome! Alright I know you're like thinking I don't know and have never heard of any of these bands haha check it out on myspace dear good!
So I met one two of Chloe's friends. It's a small world after all. Her friend, Gerald(this time I got it right), knows like ahem ahem ___ and like was once in their band. haha What a small tiny smelly world(like tell me about it) which is like miniature. Alright so yep.
By the way Rah, Chlo got inked!! Her name on her wrist, literally smacked cool woot!

Anyway Rah my point is that I felt really weird when he told me that ___ is going to be at Substation. I acted cool like oh okay really? I saw him from afar then I saw him right in front(diagonally) of me. I really do do do believe that he actually saw me too but wasn't sure and was rude(cause he didn't actually say hi) like a BOH-ZOH.

ahhhh and then.. I don't know I'm on skype with you now...lOVE!!

Crazy Tabbo!!!

2008-01-23T00:56:00.001+08:00

Today's post shall be named crazy Tabbo haha cause it's literal lol.
So I finally got a chance to meet up with tabby! How awesome. haha So as usual, I'll go do crazy stuff and definitely SHOPPING!!!!!

Okay in actual fact. We met up to do some CNY shopping for Tab! And time seems to pass real fast. Real real fast. We met at about 12 and started to shop. There weren't any nice things and then Tab was like, 'where are we going to eat?' ... ya-da ya-da and then she said she felt like eating SUSHI!!!! So I suggested Sakae Sushi's Eat-All-You-Can Buffet! hahah By then, the time was already 3:30plus. I don't know why time passed so fast haha Maybe it's more of the talking haha So we headed to Wheelock to eat Sakae. Reached there at about 3plus 4 and we sat till 6 haha I actually didn't realise that until we were so full and felt like leaving. I told you it was the talking. Cause we talked and talked and talked. haha Then it was to Isetan, Scotts and then FEP and then to Isetan, Orchard. I met and saw Delyse and Vanessa Tan working there haha. By then it was already 9:30. Told you time passed so fast! So we can't walked anywhere else as the shops were preparing to close so headed to schu and they didn't have my size of Gladiator Sandals. Then to F21 and I bought GOLD Bangles!! haaha and then our last stop was like Charles and Keith. haha And I walked out with a really nice! pretty! bag. haha You peeps will definitely see it sooner or later cause I'm going to bring it out soon(: love it!

Then we bounced train cause the trains were packed like sardines! Took back the same bus and then home at about 11plus. (;
Had fun! Love you Tab(: (oh remember to come over to my place to buy clothes or my possessions haha)
later, people!

I'm going to faint humans!

2008-01-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

I am seriously going to faint!!!!!!!!!
Cause within like 12hours I have actually 97 different mortals visiting my blog!!
*fans myself* OMG!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh................. So many shocking things at a go! WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH freaks! !!!! SCREAMS!!!!
Thank you all for reading (:
much appreciated. hahhaaha
omg! teeheeee

Jolene-miss you? hahaha yep I do. RESULTS on 24th!!!!! See you then.

Tab- sorry girl. I know you still love me though. haha

I haven't done this in a long time...

2008-01-21T03:28:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

tabbo- yep see you my love!

Rahh- I miss you lots tooo!!

Claude- I don't know who you are but I'm sexy? smexxy you mean? haha thanks?!! :|

Bay- ya la ya la! Know what I am going to wear. See me wear it then! haha bet? lols

Jermaine- Hong Kong was fun! ! ! Even if you ask Bangkok. It was fun as well!!!! (:(:(: But Guangzhou was not fun at all haha. And things in HK is getting pricey so shopping isn't as luxurious as last time. But still it's fun with all the food and weather.

Towards the lighter side of life.

2008-01-21T02:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OLD GRANDMOTHER(:!!

We celebrated my mom's mother's Bird-day today. haha Okay fine! My grandmother's birthday today at Furama Hotel, City Centre(Chinatown) to have Halal Buffet. Nope! We're not Malay and not halal(except me). The food wasn't that bad. But the sashimi wasn't that fresh(not like Hanabi), but mom insisted that it was fresh and good, kor said the same thing too. I mean like look who's the largest and eats the most! I could become a food critic.

My dementia grandmother seems the most happy among there. Seeing people/family she hasn't seen in eons.

Tell me people, whats family when you're hypocritical. Okay, I may not have the rights to say that that aunt is a hypocrite but it seems like it and it really gets on my nerves!!! No wonder nobody wants to sit in the same table as them.
Okay you people are to judge here. If I tell you that you don't see this uncle and his whole entire family all year round(even Chinese new year) and he doesn't really visits his own mother at least once a month(not even a phone call). Even if he does, he comes alone, without his family(wife and old kids). He thens sit for awhile and when silence enters, he looks occupied and then leaves. So probably we only see him when my grandfather passed away, that seems to be the last memory of him, his kids don't even stay for the wake(looking like mannequins), or maybe I don't recognise them. [sorry if I get too defensive over here cause I love my old folks a lot and I cannot stand it] So today he attends a lunch! With his wife ohhhh surprisingly, his daughter came along as well(she looks like a stranger) and everyone was whispering "is that his daughter? or why is she sitting here, must be la!" and the reply will all be... "I don't know. Cause we hardly see them at all!!! hahahhaa not even once a year hahha" Get what I mean!? So I was friendly enough to sit in the same table where grandma was sitting and talked to grandma and to kpo what's happening around the table.
So what happened was.. I got ice cream and I asked grandma if she wanted some.
So that aunt was like telling grandma, indirectly into my face, "can you eat ice-cream? if you have cough cannot eat, not good."(in Cantonese) My mind was thinking like.. how long have you seen grandma do you know her conditions??? Thank God grandma is smart haha.. I love grandmom and so gma said.. "ohh guai"(good girl, in Canto) to me and then tell that aunt, "oh, I don't have cough anymore, very long don't have already, feeling so much better."(in Canto) and that aunt's face changed and replied "nicely" 'oh thats good then"(in Canto)
Then she started acting all so concern about grandma! Telling her all the dangers of cooking alone in her house! Like purrrr-lessseeese!!!!!!! Mom does the necessary you don't have to remind my mom. poof!!!! I could not take her nice-ness anymore so I left the table.
All my uncle(gma's son) does is sit there and eat quietly.
I'll be nice I'll replace the word hypocrite with sucking up! That's it!!!

The lunch went on well, not bad, so-so haha until the mother and grandmother of the nieces asked the nieces to call ''aunty Joy!" HORRIBLE were really cute, especially, the chubby is just the word I would use. But those munksbeckham(he had a Mohawk) haha and Ashlyne. Megan was like a leech and an attention seeker. haha Bad aunty-I know don't mention it(: haha

Got a polaroid with Grandmother. But I bet she'd have lost it in her purse and would never find it haha Mom said to let her keep so.. I always won't have a copy for myself haha But it's grandma anyway, so I don't bother. Bro and Sis-in-law and I then went over to accompany her(more) with a game of mj. Nice game cause joycyl was the sole winner!!! (:

okay people, now for something more on the personal side.

2008-01-21T00:55:00.001+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging personally(as in my private life) and revealing things about myself on my OWN blog. Comical isn't it? Don't get too excited yet people. Hold your horses! I know I'm kind of a really like acting kinda cool(sort of) kind of person and I seem like to be really... how would you phrase it? Like a very mysterious but somehow common and not so mysterious(afterall) and extraordinary(afterall) kind of a person. (okay! thats like from my point of view about myself-don't laugh)

Right now you people must be thinking like.. 'OMG! I must so so SO read on cause she might be revealing her love life(once again) after so long.' or maybe like 'who's she crushing on now' or 'she's boasting to the world about her boyfriend, since all her friends got one' or 'what is happening to her friends and her social life right now' . Alright people! Thats it! I told you to hold your horses cause thats all TOTALLY NOT! what I am going to blog about today.

My relationship with God:
Actually, if you people do not know I actually begin to skip church during Ns as well as after Ns for a while and used the "O-level" year as an excuse for not attending cell and service. Soon the cell separated cause there wasn't really any growth. I was posted to another cell. A different cell, with different environment, different surroundings, different people and a different atmosphere. I attended for a while and it wasn't regular. Soon, I left, I drifted away from God, a real far place even I can't express how far it was. Dryness overwhelmed me. And after I met ___, the further I drifted apart, cause I actually felt that there was no space for me at all(but it's entirely not true) and that particular person actually made me feel that I had no place to stand in this planet. At that point of time, my friends weren't any close to spirituality, they, were all the same. I began to doubt my own faith. The picture of God, did not come close neither did the thought. Then, it was bye to quiet times, bye to church and bye to God. I have never ever thought that I would go this way.

You could just see a different Joy. A very very very different Joy. (p.s/ you girls would not see it cause my times are spent with you all) From a ... 'omg don't say that word!' to a ... ' !@#$%^&' and like every other punk (yes! I am using that word against me, myself and I[only]) I included !@#$%*&^%$# in every single sentence I could. It became a habit, a life thing and then in my books of vocabulary. At times, when I get pissed with my mother(to be honest) I use it on her. I'M SORRY MOM! I LOVE YOU! She even reprimanded me on it and yelled, and screamed her lungs right out into my hearing system. Every Saturday would be a 'shopping', 'hanging out', 'studying', 'slacking around' day for me since then. Home on late nights smelling like a dirt and a chee-ko-pei. A totally bad lifestyle! My money ran faster this way, bad lifestyle really bad bad lifestyle. haha But believe it or not, I foolishly led that lifestyle. And I don't want to elaborate on it anymore.

Now, Joy is recovering?! and is better than before definitely.
I know some of you are going to think like omg you can't lead that kind of lifestyle?! ...you just lost your coolness!!! and like what you think that was bad? omg you cheeken neeh neh.. ... you just lost your coolness!!! But I was thinking, if I'm going to tell the world about my awesome primary school best friend(still is!) why not.

The truth is, I ever thought of just leaving and be gone with it, again and again, thinking that I have never had a moment with God. How sinful can this thought be?
This is what I have been struggling with. My absence in church and cell do not seem to affect me anymore. And recently, I have actually pulled myself to attend cell once again. On Saturday(last), the following day, I went to Ngee Ann Poly's open house(as posted in previous post) and there were bands playing, local bands playing. They were awesome and fab. I wanted to stay till all bands have played. A part of me tells me to stay and a part of me tells me to go to church. I hesitated and I was proud that I left and splurge to take a cab in order not to be late. I enjoyed myself. I felt the old times coming back. When I was on fire and thirsting for the Holy Spirit. Paying attention during service, felt the presence and everything else.

So after service on Sat(last), foofoo had a small talk with us. Thoughts ran through my mind, tiny thoughts. One task he held to us was to have a revelation and share it with the other team members once every end of the month. Seriously, I pondered over it and I was like.. oh shit! Like what am I to say when the time comes... It seriously bothered me.

But I guess God really wants to speak to me. Cause Tabbo, Tabitha(her real name) has always been really busy and I've known Tabitha a little longer than Vanessa cause of her sister and my cousin. Then we've been just hi-bye friends till we were in the same class in primary four and then she switched school. Since then, till now, we still keep in contact, quite frequent and love hanging out together, don't we? haha I have always "bullied" Tabbo(isn't it right?see I'm admitting haha) calling her aunty and all, like doing favours. haha Tabbo/Tabby/Tab/Tapoica(my mom calls her that)/Tappy have been really busy since who knows when. And recently she called me up to go CNY shopping and all PLUS we've got Sarah's farewell and stuff to meet up. So recently was like calls and texts from Tabbo, msn chats. Just, just now(that made me blog) she like shared a h2h conversation and showed me an e-mail she sent to someone. She actually shared her personal walk with God to that ahem and I was actually woken up to what my thoughts have been. She gave me the feel and made me realise of how far I have drifted away from God. She has also knocked me in the head, telling me, that God is to be 1st in everything I do. And also not to rush things in life as if God meant to make life this way for you, live it! And her message to her friend seems like a message towards me, it feels as if He Himself is speaking to me. (mind if I quote, Tab) "i pray you'll continue to go after Him and never stop seeking Him. even if you stop seeking Him, He'll always run after you cos you're his child. (: i pray that everyday, you'll be conscious of how you live your life that will be a lovesong to Him everyday. i also pray that nothing will ever stop you from growing in Him and finding intimacy with Him...even if it means giving up certain things in your life which may be very dear to you... because at the end of the day, the one and only person you can count on is Jesus." These words meant like a world to me, although it wasn't directed to me. I felt really encouraged and blessed to have a friend like her. That e-mail(not directed to me) was just a conversation between me and her about certain matter and it turned out to be ... I'm amazed.

Thanks Tab! I love you many many! See you on Tuesday(:
I believe that I can grow stronger from now on and like I hope and really really pray that I would not hide from God beyond any circumstances.

Hope you enjoyed reading. Love you peeps as well. Much blessings!
-joy.

waddup world///

2008-01-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hi people! So I've seen that the news have spread really far and almost the entire world has known that results will be out on the 25th. So far its known as a rumor and a 'heard from somewhere' but I guess it should be right cause normally results is release either on a Thursday or Friday. And last year was a Friday so this year maybe a Friday, once again. *:) For those living in their turtle shell please note that you should rise and shine and get out from the shell and realise that the world is coming to an end. haha As well as your bus fare has increased a huge sum. SO PLEASE Y'LL REMEMBER TO TAP OUT WHEN YOU GET DOWN THE BUS!!! (cause joychang is not doing so.):

haha so I'll tell you people about my day. Had lunch with Grandma and mom at tp. (tomorrow's gma's birdy-day:) Met Bay and Chloe at Ngee Ann Poly. Off too church.

So here's my day for you.

I know I look funny in every picture haha but ahhhh.... who cares everyone will definitely have their un-photogenic moment/day. haha

and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Josephine and Su Ling((: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Much love < 3 !!!!

Oh people so I haven't showed you my POLAROID!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha Thisis it. And it produces pictures like these(:

So here's all about my smexxyy bexxy Polaroid. (:

p/s. Joy hates bus rides now.

ATTENTION!!! ATTENTION :: //edited

2008-01-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

MAY I HAVE ALL YOUR EYES ON ME.

TO:
ALL O-LEVEL STUDENTS AWAITING RESULTS.
RESULTS WILL BE RELEASED ON THE ~~25TH OF JANUARY 2008, NEXT FRIDAY.~~24th Jan 2008, this THURSDAY.
SO ALL OF YOU DON'T WORRY JUST FREAK OUT!!!!!!!!!! AND BE EXCITED CAUSE I AM.(HAHA) I AM TRYING TO BE REALLY SERIOUS RIGHT HERE. OH DON'T YOU THINK IT'S LIKE SO SO SO EXCITING.... OMG MY HEART IS LIKE ITCHING... HAHHA OKAY OKAY SO PEOPLE JUST CHILL ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR TIME TILL FRIDAY.

hahahha don't you think and feel that it's just so exciting. haha aii yooo ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
p.s so what are you going to wear to school?

nobody nobody

2008-01-17T03:32:00.000+08:00

I WENT TO HONG KONG PEOPLE !
HONG KONG!!!!!!!! THAILAND WAS LAST YEAR DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, hi Hai Tang!,
it was H.K no worries you people just thought it was Thailand. Guess the message was passed wrongly, must be Vanessa's fault haha. See you soon. take care ya?

Hi, so how's your day?

2008-01-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

My day's cool. haha Cause... I've got my Polaroid Camera!!!
ooooo shake it ooo oo shake it shake it like a polaroid picture.
haha now I know why they say that a Polaroid is not a good thing cause the film is expensive. Really! For 10 shots you pay $22. So I'm actually not taking too many pictures.
So far I've used 2! (: one with Sarah and the other a picture for my parents(:
Thank God! Thank goodness my parents didn't actually scold me for getting the Polaroid, except for saying that I'm spending money, again! In actual fact my parents love my Polaroid. How happy can I get. I love my Polaroid as well. teehee
It's Cool Blue in colour. I didn't take much pictures of my Polaroid but pictures are with Sarah. And now she's like having the time of her life with her cous and boyfriend. So I guess I'll have to wait till late late in the night and watch a thousand episodes of coffee prince before I post my pictures(:
Oh so I met Rah and Michelle today.
Guess who else I met on the street??? hahhaa
My girl has a boyfriend!!!-guess who?

After so, I left and my parents picked me up at The Heerens and we went to Bras Brasah, Odele Building, Hanabi for dinner!! Yums! It was my treat! Cause I got my pay and all so.. I guess besides pampering myself, my parents deserves some of my money haha. Too bad non of it went to my brother and sister in law haha. But soon soon, no worries k peeps! I love you both so I'll definitely treat you both after my Ck pay alright? teehee.
Hanabi's buffet was awe so awesome!!!!!!!! We ate till I'm about 5 months pregnant. Mom and I ate a little too too much. haha So we walked all the way to Raffles City and walked. haha I so want an agnes b bag so badly!! and mom said, ''you think you very rich is it? buy camera, gucci wallet and your shopping overseas!'' and all I have got to then is... keep quiet. Keep very quiet. haha No worries since Michelle say that H.K's agnes b is cheaper. I'll go there and buy on my next real holiday trip(as in with all the sight seeing), this way it'll be cheaper for me since there's going to be H&M in Singapore soon when ion Orchard open. (:

Thats all folks. I'll see Tabbo soon!! and Van's coming home soon! teehee((:
Oh! I'll be hibernating at home for this whole entire month and maybe the next month as well until my transport fare goes back to 45cents. haha But will definitely be out on weekend(sat).
Love you all. Joy with new buys, like a Polaroid, is a happy joy. (plus a new top!-shhhh can't tell mom) haha ciao!

birthday!!! -it's been long

2008-01-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

2 Jan- ZHOU REN!!
haha I can't believe I actually forgot but here I am!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(:(:

7 Jan- Joshua Tan RX !!
haha I know I missed your birddy day anyway.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
and you're still OLD> hahha (:

9 Jan- Delyse Chiok
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (bird-day) girl sorry I was in HK during your birthday therefore I couldn't celebrate it with you. No worries k? We'll meet up soon?? Maybe on results day itself whoooo-freaky haha (: love!

11 Jan- Pei Yun
Hardly, rarely, barely I guess that you're ever going to be popping by here to see this but HAPPY Bird0-DAY to you!!!! (:

16 Jan- Matthais (today)
HAPPY LEGAL!!!! BIRTHDAY I MEAN! and say HI to ARMY!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you're doing fine. (:

best to leave it untitled

2008-01-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

they leave no time for you when they've got another, call them friends. who cares, I still take them for who they are, it's fine with me-I guess.

friends

2008-01-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm speechless people speechless.
Just don't leave me. I can be all out of love but I need you guys.

Hong Kong!!!

2008-01-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

I AM SO SO SO SO TIRED!!! Post the rest later or something k?
ILYA very much(: -loneyjoy

Glasses Loving!!
SOGO!!!!!

Electric Bus Bus Stop

This is Guangzhou's Hotel Lobby as well.
Electric Bus ride. haha I mean like they call it the 'din cheh' in Cantonese and with a direct translation, the bus is called an Electric Bus! Cheap Ride and Fun!
Do you watch H.K Drama?? If you do... Then you'd know this is Stanley Street. (:
I present to you the longest elevator!!!
It's like H&M baby! I love H&M. haha My favourite shopping brand from the UK now!This may not be the Flagship store that we went too at Central, Queen's Rd. But I still bought somethings and HAVE to buy stuffs haha.
Glacier Ice Skating Ring at Festival Walk.

Hotel Lobby at Guangzhou.

Yep. You can remind me again that that black and white thing/animal is my twin. Aunt just had to make us do something less crazy ahah

I've been to Paris while I'm in Hong Kong. Can you do that??? Cause I can!! Hiro Nakamura is my teacher.

Tired after a long long long day shopping at Festival Walk. squatted in my dress, unglamorous, holding cous's leg for support.

Believe it or not, Steamboat lovin'

oh these are what the bridesmaid wear during a winter wedding haha

Bruce Lee(ZhiXing-haha) facing Hong Kong Island. Those buildings as usual are banks.

Steamboat wille in Guang Zhou

Director: Joy Chang in action today. (:

Do NOT DISTURB!! Joy Chang is eating!!!!
Margarita (mocktail)
The Peninsula Here you've got Black Sesame Paste and Beancurd!!! Yummy doodys

Yep! You're right!!! I've got a picture with Edison Chen, be jealous girls!!! hahahaI want a candy man a candy man! Sweet Sugar JELLY BELLY!!!!!! hahhaha Van and Shanny!!! LOOK! Pick the flavours you'll want. LOLS!!
The roadside stall everybody loves!Vic Zhou!!!! haha okay I know I'm going all chineseyy in H.K but isn't that good???! I'm CHINESE!!! My real culture and race.

This is APM for you people. When it first opened it was actually a 24-7 shopping centre and when business weren't really good like Singapore's Mustafa(went there just now((: ) They changed the opening hours till 11pm. Don't belittle this shopping mall in the suburbs it's 7 storey!!

This is what China will give you- wrong directions! The boarding is supposed to be in the other direction but somehow it faced to nowhere. ):

Like it Chinese?? I LOVE AND ADORE MY CHEONG SAM!!!!! lovely.
My China Hotel, A Marriott Hotel for you people!!! It's like the best ever thing in Guangzhou, China.my comfy not so small beds!a very clear bathtub view from the room. A glass panel that separates the room and the toilet.Plus the Beautiful interior decorations and lovely accessories/furniture.

Back to PARADISE!!!!!!!(HK)
My best Noodles in Hk.
I call it noodles in a packet. For food flavor lovers you have got to try this "packet noodles", it is just so awesome for only HK$5 for every 3 items. Okay it works in a way that you pick 3 ingredients and its HK$5 every other packet would be HK$2. Then they will add the sauces for you, request for the garlic!!! which will erupt in your mouth and kill the senses of the person you're talking too. WATCH OUT for the spiciness0-if you prefer it spicy. F.Y.I:: This "packet noodles" can be found at Argyle Centre, Mongkok Station.

Airport BABY!!! Miss Singapore by then ((:

found my career?

2008-01-11T17:50:00.001+08:00

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

Artist
Historian
Banker
Novelist
University Professor
Photographer
Vet
Paralegal
Graphic Designer
Online Content Developer
Webmaster
Producer
Managing Director
Nutritionist
Advertising
Nursing

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.

You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.

You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don�t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.

http://www.quiz.ivillage.co.uk/uk_work/tests/career.htm

woahhh lar!

2008-01-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

JOY'S BACK!!! ((:
see you peepydolls soon

I'll be home on..... 10th jan

2008-01-03T04:05:00.000+08:00

Don't miss me people! I know it's obvious that you people will miss me. haha
Okay la I'll bring back goodies for you all. But remember! You want anything do do DO text early! Don't give me last minute orders!!!
Oh you people are able to text me your misses cause I'll be bringing my mobile. The usual number, 9**5*5*1. Yep.

I'll be back on the 10th of Jan, Thursday. haha A week from today exactly!! WHEE~~
Van I'm going to miss you! But meet up before you leave? Dinner or something k?
GIRLS!!!!!!, my world, my universe, I'm going to miss y'll and not leave the goodies out for you all k? Shanny take care of Van, Michelle take care of Rah and Mr. Unknown(I don't know your identity and name YET! but do take care and accompany BAY!!! haha

Seee you Blog Visitors!!!!!!!!
I'll miss church like how when I left for Thailand and came back.

See me FATTER .
I'll be gone gone gone in like 4 hours. Flight at 8 in the morning. Got to be at the airport at 6 in the morning. Got to be awake at 5 in the morning. Now is 0415 in the morning and I'm going to leave the house in like an hour and a half. I am wide bright awake! Teehee. Guess I'm either going to sleep in the plane or I'm going to watch the movies on the plane. haha Hope I meet people I know at the Airport. haha Cause I suddenly have that feeling. (:

toodles yoll noodles.

See you 5 years later.

2008-01-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

So these are the paper we'll read five years from now. Today was started late as joychangyuling(me) woke up pretty late. I woke up at about 3 when we're suppose to meet at like 3 at my crib so they postponed it 1630 but came at like what time?? 1730, 1745?? And my brother said, "oh no wonder they are your friends, all like you! LATE!" Okay like whatever, whatever!!! DUMBED everything into the small little tupperware Bay smarty bought. (: DUG! DUG! DUG! Michael said, "come I take a picture for you!" Look at Strong VAN!! and look at idle BAY saying.. "no I'm not going to dirty my hands with dirt!!!" Dug, dug, dug, I mean like what else can I say. haha Oh we dug out worms as well, many worms haha. And Michael said, "woah! woman cover up so fast!" hahahhahahhahah funny!!! cause we took like ages to dig a not so deep hole to put the tupperware and took seconds to cover the tupperware and hole. haha WELL DONE GIRLS!!!!!! TELL THE TUPPERWARE TO SEE IT IN FIVE YEARS NOT MOULDY! HAHA

So after we headed out for dinner! Had many fickle minds, but eventually we decided on Vivo City cause I felt like going there and have not visited there in ages and have been wanting to go there. haha Took the MRT and like cam-whored
as usual haha. Until we reached Dhoby Ghaut.

Oh if you ever wonder why you don't see Bay in our cam-whoring pictures is because she was ostracizing herself opposite, on the phone, grinning, smiling and laughing. Alone in her own world. All of us talked to her, but she ignored us! I wonder who she could be talking too. haha Woot!!

Ate at Superdog!! LOVE SUPERDOG!!!!!
And according to The Superdog Etiquette you'll have to lick up all your remaining bits and not leave any single bit! Munch it all in, munch it all in! haha So we actually told Rah that cause she had many remaining bits and pieces of onions and cheese on her cardboard? haha Alright, sorry Rah, it's not lick, it's just you have to finish all the bits, no way of eating it is stated haha. (: love you! haha

After dinner, decided to go up to the roof. Thats like what everybody that goes to Vivo will do. Don't you just think that the roof deck is simply awe so awesome!!!!?? and... There are 12(twelve) days of Christmas!!!! ((:
So...

haha snap shots of the TALL CHRISTMASS TREE!!!!!! on the roof right smack when you enter! (:

Okay! So we went to the Pet Safari after that and then to Daiso, Always $2. haha(had an inside joke with Bay and Cheryl Phua haha)
I want that straw hat!! Going to buy it when I come back from H.K (: Even Shanny likes it! haha opps! (I hope he/his gf doesn't see this haha) Look at Rah too!! She supports me! hahaha Bay just loves the ah-ma look!

After Daiso, we chill at the deck and had sing-alongs haha with Bay's guitar! Had a hell lot of fun-I love! Then headed to TOPSHOP to do a little shopping. I mean like when there's us and Vivo City, there MUST be shopping, isn't it girls!?! haha

Alright people thats all for the 2nd day of my new year(:
See you when I'm back from China on the tenth/eleventh.

Much love!

Age please?

2008-01-02T03:04:00.000+08:00

Not to forget! I'll be LEGAL this year! No more of checking IDs and fighting for my age right. And no more of doing things illegally!!

But it seems I really don't look my age or something?? Cause my mom doesn't know how old I am. So does my dad. So pathetically, my parents does not know how old I am. I bet they don't know how old my brother is as well. And if they want to know how old I am, they will probably ask my brother how old is he and minus 10 years. Or if they would want to know how old kor is, they will ask me how old I am and plus 10 years.

So.. They are my parents. Yep. Not surprising as well cause my dad is used to ask me how old I was every time my birthday passes and will give a very surprised look.

I suddenly thought about age because this afternoon, 010108, my aunty, mom and I are talking about the New Year.

So my aunt was like 18 this year can go clubbing and all.

Then I was like ya! Good right. haha and I so so so can't wait to drive!!! Can also finally drink legally.

Then my mom was like. What clubbing you also not 18.

I was like, I AM TURNING 18 THIS YEAR MOM!!!

and Mom was like... Ya meh? No la you only 16 this year!

aunt and I both laughed.

OMG MOM you're such an ass you don't even know how old your daughter is.

so my aunt was like but Janell said you have a baby face so cannot go drinking.

huh. No lorh don't underestimate me. ahhh never mind can dress up what. Look older can already.

aunt: then okay la we go H.K I bring you all go LKF. Ok?!

O-Ojoy: giggles. elated. ecstatic. bonkers. nods head. ALRIGHT!

aunt: you just don't get drunk can already.

joy:: don't worry you don't know only haha.

Mom: ai yo you ahh.. 18 already meh.

joy: yes mom dont be such a kuku bird. LEGAL LEGAL LEGAL!
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So may I ask how old are you?

HAPPY NEW YEAR(again) GIRLS!!!

2008-01-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

I had a hell lot of fun!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008-01-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

So people how's your new year so far haha after a day?
Okay how about.. how's your new year's eve?
I just thought wrong about my new year's eve this year. I thought this year was going to be dull but actually it turned out just alright, fun.
This year was spent with my girls!!! Van and Weishan, Rah and Michael, Bay and Xing. How amazing and how much better can it get?!

I reached town early cause I had to change the sweater for my aunt. Then dialed Bay to reach town earlier. Bought fags for myself and Bay went to Starbucks. Lost my fags. This pink guy stole it and his accomplice look suspiciously guilty. So I thought that God was telling me something, to not fag anymore, a new year resolution unless poly life stresses me. haha

So girls!! Time capsule tomorrow! The day after I won't be in Singapore already, you can see me in Hong Kong, maybe. haa Once again, tell me what you people want so I will look out.

Soon after wanted to go to Curry House to eat Japanese Curry Rice. But I felt that it was a little expensive for the New Year(haha) so went to Magic Wok, Thai-Chinese Cuisine(next door) to eat Thai food(duh) cause it was like super cheap! But I wasn't really happy with my Pineapple Rice ): But who cares anyway I've eaten it.

Headed to Funan The IT Mall's Cold Storage to get out Table Cloth and snacks before it closed.

Hunted for a nice windy comfort spot at The Pandang in ready to watch the Fireworks later. Laid my Table Cloth and played cards! haha Till all of them come to join. After Michael and Sarah came it was super super fun. We played 7up and some 007bang game with forfeits haha. Sarah was bad, real bad in playing such games, slow slow reaction haha. Even Michael tried to help, but it was of not to good use haha.

Fireworks played. It was AWESOME!!! So after the Fireworks we had to rush to our mooo-vie, Body #19. Freaky but a little confusing. Sarah was the freaky one cause she literally laughed through the body chopping and gory parts and it made me not want to hold her hand for comfort anymore.

After the mooo-vie, headed to the Starbucks at Suntec City. Starbucks on new year's eve and new year's day. Nuts for Starbucks haha.

Then we walked back to Marina's 7-11 and got munchys. I got bubble noodles and the others got what they want, beer and all. Headed down to the Merlion to chill and talk. haha funny but good. Michael was the one that cracks me up all the time. Funny man haha -I like. lols

It was already about 5plus 6. So Rah headed back to Michael's crib and all to grab her stuff and all. So both of them left. Xing didn't want to splurge his cash on cab fare, so did Amanda and I so we waited for the 1st bus and train home. To kill time, I suggested to walk all the way from the Esplanade to Orchard MRT. Great walk to start the New Year! Bay was like almost dead when we walked. haha

Had a toilet break at Meritus Mandarin. Then 7-11 outside Ngee Ann City.

Left Orchard at about 7 plus in the morning when the sky was like bright already.
By then, Bay and I weren't gone we went home GOOD!((:

like..

2008-01-01T18:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!
*screams
Grow up and love joy more. hahahaha
kidding!!! Just don't be naughty, and fulfill ALL resolutions made!
((:

New Year's eve.

2007-12-31T01:44:00.001+08:00

Is it going to be like Christmas? (anwy Rah it isn't your fault) How is it going to be like?
What is my 2008 going to be like? Tell me the future someone please do.
Are my friends going to leave me?

Tell me, so I can be prepared.

So it was visible.

2007-12-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

Dead is just a word. Evidence is another word.
Would you want to give me another word.
Dumb is another word. Stupid once again is another word. Idiot another word. Retarded, crazy, out of my mind, ridiculous, wrong, bad, gone...
SCREAMS!

all for the fun I had, I had to learn it from you but I was smarter.